Dear Me

Dear me and whoever will read it, sometimes life is full of ups and down, and sometimes it's hard to accept all of that. As we growing up, everything will be different. You'll be more mature and have a lot of responsibilities. However, you are you. Whatever will happen tomorrow, you still a person who loves to feel the breeze. You may wish everything will go as you planned, but the truth is, you own nothing. You belong to the Almighty who owns everything. I wanna warn you from the beginning, before you may cancel and add more resolutions in the future. You have the obligation to plan, execute and pray, but the rest is not your capabilities, it's God's will. However, you have to do the best to prove that you deserve it, cause your process is being seen by Allah. That's your value.

Feel sad? It's okay, crying in the middle of the night with no one around is sometimes comforting. It will purify your heart, like rain in a world full of dust. Who said human has to be strong forever? If you want to cry, then, do it. It's better than laugh, to be honest. When something touches your heart, you wanna cry, isn't it? That means, you have a soft heart, so it's good.

I believe that we know nothing. We can't predict what will happen tomorrow. Just believe that Allah is the best planner. You will not disappoint. Remember your existence in this world. It's just a tiny part of laniakea. And laniakea is just one of the supercluster of this world. From this, we understand that there's a scale that never can be reached by a human, you know there's seven levels of sky, right? It's beyond human imagination. We are just a small human being.

Oh, what's the point of this writing? I forgot for a second. Ah, whatever it is, remember. Be thankful for everything. Aim high, and work hard. Keep dreaming and struggle. Tomorrow is still the same day as before. What makes it different is you change the calendar. Cause we never know when we have to stop in this world, please, don't waste your time to do unnecessary things. Always be good, do good, be kind, be gentle to everyone. I will appreciate it if you always keep the bright face with a smile. It's sadaqah, isn't it? Oh right, be humble, keep the silaturahmi, don't look down on other, cause we never know what will happen in the world after this. Ah, right. Keep learning! In every knowledge. Learn from everything, learn from everyone, cause everything can be your teacher. Hmm, I write too much, I think? Maybe I have to put my phone down.

Okay, this is the last one. Maybe you have to face numerous difficulties in the future, maybe it'll be hard and hurt so much, maybe you wanna cry so loud. Remember, with every hardship comes ease. Thank you for everything myself, let's struggle again and put your best effort :) May Allah accept our efforts.

We start our journey with a smile, let's end it with a smile too. We end everything with good sleep, let's wake up and do the best when we awake as our starting point. Ah. I forgot to buy a new calendar. Have you bought it? If you haven't had any, it's okay cause we have the digital one. Just check your smartphone regularly. Thanks for everything, sorry to bother you with all annoying act, pics, text, etc for this past year. May Allah always gives us his barakah in every moment. Let’s be a better person than yesterday.